You know insomnia frightens me now. Not only because it reminds me of my Orexinal days, but because it is the only time my mind is free to wander. No Alpha, no POV, no purchase orders. Just wander… without supervision really.
And it wanders to Janice. My mind knows to take it slow. Earn her trust. But I want so desperately to be close to her. Now.
And such thoughts make it even harder to sleep when sleep is what I need.
I need sleep because I need to explain the cost overruns we’re incurring on the new Tangent Alpha platform.
Tangent Alpha, I just came up with that term now. I guess insomnia has some uses.
One thing I’ll definitely make sure not to include in the report is that some of the costs have been spent on POV.